Wednesday, March 18, 2009
today went out wif my grp, joses n 2 of my member's frenz.. reached clarke quay n i was late abt 5 mins.. so sorry.. :( then after tat we went bugis to meet them.. we walked halfway thru then decided to take bus to bugis.. lols.. then we went to control station n meet them.. one is called adeline,e others is called shawn.. hehe.. we went to bugis street to walk ard.. adeline bought a short there. she was quite an easy going person.. ^^ nice to chat wif ya.. =D hehe.. then after tat, i received a call, became a bit moody but still managed to stay calm..
ard 7 plus, we went to take bus to riverwalk.. sian.. we gonna late soon.. but thank God e bus came.. phew.. we reached there ard 7.35.
today bible study was gd man.. after my bible study, went to look for royston they all at central wif my cg.. hmm.. we sitted at burger king as royston was talking to e CGCs.. after tat, i went to chat wif royston abt some stuffs.. haiz..
i keep thinking n thinking y everything jus come out so suddenly? it really struck my heart so hard tat i cant stand.. now then i know trust a person too much tat eventually they wil backstabbed u behind ur back without any notice.. now then i realised how God has react when Paul deny him 3 times as He was gonna crucified to death.. i really thank God for leaders.. without them, i really dun know wat to do.. i might hve given up or i'll be in trouble right now.. e problems arise again.. facing so many problems in tis whole wk n i realli dun know how to manage it.. haiz.. hope it still can salvage back. n it's time for me to do sth abt it le.. Pls guide me thru n strengthen me.. i wil nt hestitate to do anything le.. cos i wont be so soft-hearted anymore..
*pls make tis clear.. it nt i wan to do tat, is u force me to do wat i doesnt wan to do.. i dun care anymore, i wil fight to e end for my own rights.. i dun care how close we used to be in e past anymore.. i'm such a foolish to help u to do tis kind of stuff which i shld hve rejected u.. i know i was wronged.. i make sure everything tat i could do to make u admit everything..*
orientalic - 11:39 PM - |
